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Crash into Me

by Albert Borris
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Overview

Owen, Frank, Audrey, and Jin-Ae have one thing in common: they all want to die. When they meet online after each attempts suicide and fails, the four teens make a deadly pact: they will escape together on a summer road trip to visit the sites of celebrity suicides...and at their final destination, they will all end their lives. As they drive cross-country, bonding over their dark impulses, sharing their deepest secrets and desires, living it up, hooking up, and becoming true friends, each must decide whether life is worth living—or if there's no turning back.

"Crash Into Me puts readers in the driver's seat with four teens teetering on the edge of suicide. But will their cross country odyssey push them all the way over? Only the final page turn will tell, in Albert Borris's finely-crafted tale of friendship forged from a desperate need of connection. An exceptional first novel." —Ellen Hopkins, bestselling author of Crank

?Take a bathroom break and be sure you have a few free hours because from the moment you open this book you're going to be on the ultimate heartbreaking, poignant road trip to a place you never thought you'd go.? —Todd Strasser, bestselling author of Give a Boy a Gun

"Albert Borris is a powerful and insightful new voice in young adult fiction.? —Neal Schusterman, author of Unwind

Synopsis

Owen, Frank, Audrey, and Jin-Ae have one thing in common: they all want to die. When they meet online after each attempts suicide and fails, the four teens make a deadly pact: they will escape together on a summer road trip to visit the sites of celebrity suicides...and at their final destination, they will all end their lives. As they drive cross-country, bonding over their dark impulses, sharing their deepest secrets and desires, living it up, hooking up, and becoming true friends, each must decide whether life is worth living—or if there's no turning back.

"Crash Into Me puts readers in the driver's seat with four teens teetering on the edge of suicide. But will their cross country odyssey push them all the way over? Only the final page turn will tell, in Albert Borris's finely-crafted tale of friendship forged from a desperate need of connection. An exceptional first novel." —Ellen Hopkins, bestselling author of Crank

“Take a bathroom break and be sure you have a few free hours because from the moment you open this book you're going to be on the ultimate heartbreaking, poignant road trip to a place you never thought you'd go.” —Todd Strasser, bestselling author of Give a Boy a Gun

Publishers Weekly

In this powerful debut, Borris follows a group of teenagers, each of whom has attempted suicide. Jin-Ae (a studious lesbian), Frank (a dejected sports lover), Nirvana-obsessed Audrey and lonely narrator Owen meet in a chat room and make a pact to take a cross-country “Celebrity Suicide Road Trip,” stopping at the graves of Hunter S. Thompson, Kurt Cobain and others (“We're visiting our suicide family—our people,” says Owen). They plan to kill themselves when they reach Death Valley. The well-developed characters have distinct reasons and histories that led to their earlier suicide attempts (a breakup, the death of a sibling). Their conversations over the weeks are tense, candid and often tempered with snarky humor: “Nothing like a four-way suicide pact to get you going in the morning,” says Jin-Ae. Interspersed with chat-room flashbacks and Top 10 lists, Owen's delicate and insightful narrative voice carries the novel: “I suppose it doesn't matter what form love takes; maybe we just need to take it when it comes.” It's a strikingly real account of an improvised family and the ways people change and grow. Ages 14–up. (July)

About the Author, Albert Borris

Albert Borris has tracked snow leopards in the Himalayas, backpacked through Iceland, and skated ultra-marathons in Georgia, but his favorite daily adventure is working with teens. Albert is a national award winning student assistance counselor. In spite of the bad jokes, he chooses to live in New Jersey. Find out more about Albert's writing, his latest adventures, and his Top 10 Most Embarrassing Moments at albertborris.com.

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Editorials

Publishers Weekly

In this powerful debut, Borris follows a group of teenagers, each of whom has attempted suicide. Jin-Ae (a studious lesbian), Frank (a dejected sports lover), Nirvana-obsessed Audrey and lonely narrator Owen meet in a chat room and make a pact to take a cross-country “Celebrity Suicide Road Trip,” stopping at the graves of Hunter S. Thompson, Kurt Cobain and others (“We're visiting our suicide family—our people,” says Owen). They plan to kill themselves when they reach Death Valley. The well-developed characters have distinct reasons and histories that led to their earlier suicide attempts (a breakup, the death of a sibling). Their conversations over the weeks are tense, candid and often tempered with snarky humor: “Nothing like a four-way suicide pact to get you going in the morning,” says Jin-Ae. Interspersed with chat-room flashbacks and Top 10 lists, Owen's delicate and insightful narrative voice carries the novel: “I suppose it doesn't matter what form love takes; maybe we just need to take it when it comes.” It's a strikingly real account of an improvised family and the ways people change and grow. Ages 14–up. (July)

Children's Literature - Michele C. Hughes

An unathletic sports fan, a lesbian, a compulsive liar, and the guilt-laden narrator take a road trip across the country to fulfill a suicide pact in this story of rebellion and redemption. The realistic characters each have distinct voices in dialogue, and their narratives ring true as they reveal what brought them to contemplate suicide. Frank, the would-be jock, has a troubled relationship with his father. Jin-Ae, a Korean-American, feels trapped between her homosexual orientation and her conservative culture. Audrey, a rebel and a liar, is lonely enough to discuss suicide in a chat room. Owen, the narrator, seeks to escape the crushing sadness that weighs on him since his brother's accidental death. Along the way, the four visit graves of famous people who have taken their own lives and then, perhaps to stall for time, they pursue several items on each person's list of things they would like to do before they die. Owen's growing romantic relationship with Audrey affords him some hope in the midst of his morbid journey. With some ambivalence, Owen chooses to visit his brother's grave in San Francisco where a repressed memory about his family jars both Owen and the reader. The plot moves along evenly and intriguingly, told through Owen's journal of the road trip interspersed with snippets of the instant messaging dialogue that forged their friendship and their pact. Although the group ends their trip in Death Valley as planned, the trip becomes an affirmation of human connection, possibility, and hope rather than the one-way trip to despair they had planned. Reviewer: Michele C. Hughes

VOYA - Amanda MacGregor

Depressed teens Owen, Frank, Audrey, and Jin-Ae meet online and form a suicide pact. Dubbing themselves "The Suicide Dogs," they plan a cross-country celebrity-suicide road trip, which will culminate with their deaths in Death Valley. As they visit the graves of Anne Sexton, Hunter S. Thompson, Ernest Hemingway, Kurt Cobain, and others, Owen, who has tried to kill himself six times, documents their journey on his laptop. Along the way, group members reveal the stories behind their desire to die, telling tales of disappointment, absent parents, dead family members, failure, and sadness. Seeing each other's pain and finally finding support and friendship awakens each to the possibility of choosing life, if only they can find the strength to survive their road trip. Although each character has his or her unique voice and back story, timid, quiet, and broken Owen actually carries the plot. An expert in suicide and psychology, Owen fills his narrative voice with pain and uncertainty that are both believable and affecting. The account of their road trip is interspersed with old instant messages discussing their lives, why they want to die, and how they would kill themselves. The teens also come up with lists as they are in the car, such as the top ten songs about suicide and weirdest celebrity death sites. The content is often terribly disturbing, but Borris's nuanced and exceptionally compelling debut imparts an important message about hope in the bleakest of times. Reviewer: Amanda MacGregor

School Library Journal

Gr 9 Up—Introverted Owen, brash confabulator Audrey, struggling lesbian Jin-Ae, and alcoholic Frank don't seem to have much in common, but they bond online over a shared interest: to commit suicide. Some of them have already made repeated attempts, and now they make a pact. They take a cross-country road trip from New Jersey, visiting the graves of famous people who have killed themselves, that will culminate at Death Valley. There, they will take their own lives—no backing down, no changes of heart. But as they crisscross the states, these isolated, unhappy teens begin to connect over more than just their desire to die; as they share their darkest secrets and most cherished wishes, real friendship and even romantic love develop. As the end of their trip grows closer, the time comes to decide: Is life worth living in spite of the pain, or do they keep their deadly promise? Borris's understanding of the emotional lives of teenagers shines through in his nuanced, well-developed portrayals of the protagonists, particularly Owen, the narrator, who emerges as a wry and wise observer of his companions. The action never feels pat or predetermined, and the author's depiction of the complexities of depression and suicide is compassionate, nonjudgmental, and ultimately hopeful. This first novel is a gripping addition to YA collections.—Meredith Robbins, Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis High School, New York City

Kirkus Reviews

This is no ordinary road trip. After four high-school students-reticent narrator Owen, perpetual liar Audrey, Korean-American lesbian Jin-Ae and socially inept, alcoholic Frank-meet online, they head west on a celebrity-suicide road trip. Their last planned stop is Death Valley, where they will carry out a suicide pact. During their intense two weeks together, the teens bond emotionally and physically, as they make self-discoveries, explore their own reasons for committing suicide and feel validated for the first time. Flashbacks to the students' online chats show how far they've traveled-in miles and in changed perceptions. As they approach their final destination, they must decide if their trip has come to a conclusion-or if their lives are just beginning. This gripping debut novel gives a spot-on portrayal of depressed and suicidal teens with realistic voices. Fans of Jay Asher's Thirteen Reasons Why (2007) will find this page-turner a hopeful alternative. (Fiction. YA)

Book Details

Published
July 1, 2009
Publisher
Simon & Schuster Children's Publishing
Pages
272
Format
Hardcover
ISBN
9781416974352

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