Overview
Finding the affirmation of a musical circle of friends was like finding an oasis in the desert for Beverley Brown. She drank deeply of their enthusiasm and encouragement until she believed she couldn't live without it. But when they shared their great expectations for this budding composer, she feared disappointing them.Seeking relief, she imagined herself dying young of a terminal disease. If her life were cut short, she wouldn't live long enough to disillusion these friends and experience the pain of their rejection. She turned to this fantasy often until it became a stronghold that overtook her life. Self-absorbed and insecure, she strained these supportive relationships. Then her wish came true: her health took a nose-dive and tests confirmed that she had systemic lupus, a serious disease of the immunal system considered terminal. Unless God intervened, she would be another statistic.
Do you face similar struggles? In this book you will learn:
. What happens to fears that are left unmanaged
. Why a self-centered life hinders emotional health
. How fasting and diet can conquer disease
. How a revelation of God's love can shatter crippling fears of rejection
Join Beverley on her journey back to life, following her decision to receive Christ as her Lord and Savior. An amazing story of God's delivering and transforming power.
Beverley Brown uses her creativity as a composer, poet, and writer to communicate the truths of a changed life. She lives in Saskatoon, SK, Canada where she is involved in music ministry and in Bible teaching in her local church.