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Not as Crazy as I Seem

by George Harrar
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Synopsis

What do you do when a bottle of liquid hand-sanitizer lasts you only a week? Or how about when you realize that you’re unable to eat in the school cafeteria? (Too dirty.) Or sit on an office couch? (Ditto.) And is it a crime to have all of your shirts neatly lined up, color coded, and buttoned from top to bottom? What about alphabetized books? When does neatness become an obsession?
Preoccupied with orderliness, cleanliness, and warding off impending disaster through rituals, Devon Brown is concerned with all of the above and then some. Which is just fine by him, but his parents and therapist see his “tendencies” in a more negative light—especially when such compulsions land him in the middle of big trouble at his new high school.
In this compelling story of mistakes and recovery, with sensitivity and humor George Harrar examines the tensions and events that trigger Devon’s actions and ultimately set him on a journey to understand exactly what he’s so afraid of.

Publishers Weekly

Devon Brown has what his mother discreetly calls "tendencies": he eats his food in combinations of four, buttons every shirt completely before hanging it in the closet and can't stand knowing that there's a crooked poster in the biology classroom. At a new private school in a new town, he tries his best to stay inconspicuous and resists the efforts of his new shrink (who eventually diagnoses obsessive-compulsive disorder). Devon's first-person narration, especially his descriptions of sessions with his therapist, gives readers a strong sense of what it's like to live with OCD (he knows his behavior "doesn't make sense if you think about it for very long"). Harrar's (First Tiger) plotting, however, is less realistic. Devon accompanies a troubled classmate, Ben, to school after hours: while Ben spray-paints the word "Nazi" everywhere, Devon can't resist the opportunity to straighten that biology poster. The narrator is spotted and blamed, and not even his parents believe him when he says he is innocent and refuses to name the real perpetrator. Realizing that his compulsions have landed him and his parents in serious trouble, Devon throws himself into conquering his problems and in short order reveals their origins in a childhood trauma. Unfortunately, Ben's vandalism reads like a device to inspire the protagonist's self-examination, and the wholly optimistic ending comes off as scripted, too. While Devon emerges as intriguing and likable, the convincing profile does not quite cohere into a full-bodied novel. Ages 11-up. (Apr.) Copyright 2003 Reed Business Information.

About the Author, George Harrar

George Harrar is the author of several novels and numerous short stories, one of which was chosen for the 1999 edition of The Best American Short Stories. Harrar lives in Wayland, Massachusetts, with his wife, Linda, a documentary filmmaker.

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Book Details

Published
October 1, 2004
Publisher
Houghton Mifflin Harcourt
Pages
232
Format
Paperback
ISBN
9780618494804

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