Overview
The day began like any other day. Then the letter arrived. The letter from Hugo that changed everything.
Anna hadn't heard much from Hugo since losing her two older brothers. Jonas had died of AIDS when Anna was eleven, and Michael had disappeared in a landmine explosion in Bosnia two years later. Hugo was their friend and his presence in her life was too painful a reminder of their absence, so Anna shut him out.
Her brothers' deaths tore Anna's family apart. Her mother dedicated her time to searching the war-ravaged countryside, trying to find out whether Michael was dead or alive. Her father busied himself with his projects. And what about Anna? Anna was left to look after herself, keeping silent, not letting anyone get close.
Now, three years later, Hugo says Michael may be alive. A spark of hope ignites within Anna, but is it false hope? She wants to tell her mother, but Hugo's letter is written in red felt pen, their old code for don't tell anyone. Does Anna have the courage to let Hugo back into her life? If they work together there may be a chance to find Michael and heal her fractured family.
In Belgium in 1999, upon learning that her brother who was reported killed by a landmine in Bosnia may still be alive, sixteen-year-old Anna resents that she is the only one strong enough to try to uncover the truth.
Editorials
Publishers Weekly
Anna, a 16-year-old girl on the verge of graduating from school in Louvain (Belgium), holds everyone at a distance since the death of her two brothers (Jonas died of AIDS and Michael, a UNICEF worker, has been presumed dead in Bosnia). Her mother cannot quite extinguish her hope of finding Michael, and her architect father has moved out to his own apartment in Ostend, by the North Sea. Then one of Michael's friends sends Anna a letter with evidence that suggests her brother is alive but he wants her to tell no one, not even her parents. She reluctantly travels to meet him (conveniently, he is working in Ostend), and finds herself dealing with feelings she has long since stored away. While the geography can be hard to keep track of (characters have lived everywhere from America to Croatia to Italy) and the Balkan history may be unfamiliar to readers, Belgian author Simoen's descriptions and snatches of dialogue capture a lot of emotion. In the first part of the book, other characters, from Anna's parents to Jonas's doctor, alternate narration with Anna, revealing not only important back story but also their own feelings of love and loss; these segments help explain Anna's reluctance to delve back into the past or to connect with anyone in the present. The plot unfolds slowly and with sometimes frustrating complexity, but Anna's situation invites empathy, and motivated readers will be drawn into the puzzle of Michael's strange fate. Ages 12-up. (May) Copyright 2002 Cahners Business Information.Children's Literature
Anna is sixteen now and has years of practice in keeping silent, pushing ghosts back into her shrouded memory. With one brother dead of AIDS and another killed (or maybe not?) in a land mine accident in Bosnia, she cannot bear to keep in touch with Hugo, the family's close friend who may know more than he's telling. Until a letter arrives, coded in their old way to mean "Tell no one!" and shatters her relative calm. Does this mean the "maybe not" about her brother Michael's reported death? What does her father have to do with it? How can she avoid telling her mother when that letter has arrived in plain view? How can she follow up without shattering secrecy? And should she, anyway, when there can be nothing but trouble looming? Anna's decision to reopen the painful chapters of the past requires her to confront her travel phobia also; and on the train she meets someone else who is not just what he seems to be. You'll be totally engrossed in this well-translated page-turner for mature 12 and up readers. 2002, Walker,— Judy Chernak
KLIATT
This is a sophisticated (by American standards) YA novel about a 16-year-old girl, Anna, who has lost two older brothers: one to AIDS, one in the war in Bosnia. Her parents are separated, both living in Belgium, and she lives with her mother. Anna is contacted by a friend of her brother Michael's, with cryptic messages that perhaps Michael and his girlfriend are alive after all—the car bomb didn't kill them in Bosnia two years ago. Anna cannot tell her grieving parents this for fear of raising their hopes, but she tries to face her own fears to find out the truth. The narration is disjointed, especially at the beginning, as chapters are narrated by different characters and the reader has to piece together the plot. Most of the chapters are narrated by Anna herself, and certainly this is her story above all as she tries to understand her parents, herself, and her brothers. Since she faces her travel phobia to take the train to the seashore where her father lives in order to discover if Michael is alive, this journey represents her larger journey to adulthood. She has finished her school exams and is ready for the next step of going to university, and certainly she enjoys much more freedom than most American girls her age. I believe that American readers will be fascinated by these differences, but this will be challenging reading for most. In the end, this is an exotic, poignant story of loss and hope for a better future. KLIATT Codes: JS—Recommended for junior and senior high school students. 1999, Walker, 254p.,— Claire Rosser
VOYA
Having lost one brother to AIDS, another to the Bosnian war, and her parents to grief, sixteen-year-old Anna cannot build her future because she is entwined in her family's frightening, painful past. A letter from her brother's friend leads her to a discovery—her brother, Michael, supposedly blown up by a land mine, is still alive. His wife, also thought to be dead, wants Anna to introduce their two-year-old son to the grandparents he has never seen. The grandson renews Anna's family and her faith in the future. Like Gaye Hicyilmaz's Smiling for Strangers (Farrar Straus Giroux, 2000/VOYA June 2000), this coming-of-age novel forces the young sister in a blended family to unravel compelling secrets of love and misfortune. Coincidences—repeating numbers and songs, an unexpected encounter with an old family friend, or a decision not to ride in a car that blows up—build the perception, as in Hicyilmaz's novel, that although caught in unfortunate choices and uncontrollable circumstances, each person must love and trust. The characters share their experiences in strong, realistic voices. The description of an AIDS-infected body and a story about Muslims forced to walk through minefields demonstrate the world's danger and evil. The friend who engineers the family reunion, the compassionate doctor who supports Michael and his family, and the two-year-old grandchild illustrate some of life's wonderful surprises. Anna's transition from hostile isolation to acceptance is almost too rapid but believable given her background and intelligence. The situations and language require a mature audience familiar with the Bosnian conflict. VOYA CODES: 4Q 3P J S (Better than most, marred only by occasionallapses; Will appeal with pushing; Junior High, defined as grades 7 to 9; Senior High, defined as grades 10 to 12). 2002, Walker, 264p,— Lucy Schall