Overview
Zen and Xander are sisters—truly, madly, deeply sisters, and this is their last summer together.
Zen is the "good" girl with a black belt in karate and a newfound penchant for kicking heads. Xander is a wild scientific genius with a self-destructive streak a light-year long. They have three things in common: they’re brown-eyed blondes, they’ve noticed the boy next door has turned into a hottie, and they miss their mom, who died almost a year ago. These sisters are surviving just fine—except Zen keeps getting into fights that are harder and harder to finish, while Xander spirals into a vortex of late-night parties, scary men, and drugs. What’s worse, Xander has scholarships to the most coveted universities in the country, but she’s about to ruin everything. Should Zen keep trying to protect Xander, or finally let her go?
Synopsis
Zen and Xander are sisters—truly, madly, deeply sisters, and this is their last summer together.
Zen is the "good" girl with a black belt in karate and a newfound penchant for kicking heads. Xander is a wild scientific genius with a self-destructive streak a light-year long. They have three things in common: they’re brown-eyed blondes, they’ve noticed the boy next door has turned into a hottie, and they miss their mom, who died almost a year ago.
These sisters are surviving just fine—except Zen keeps getting into fights that are harder and harder to finish, while Xander spirals into a vortex of late-night parties, scary men, and drugs. What’s worse, Xander has scholarships to the most coveted universities in the country, but she’s about to ruin everything. Should Zen keep trying to protect Xander, or finally let her go?
Children's Literature
Zen and Xander are about as different as two sisters can be and in the aftermath of their mother's death almost a year ago, and both are struggling with their identities. The ever rational and sometimes too stiff younger sister Zen has made it her personal job to look out for Xander who is spiraling more out of control by the day. Throughout the story, the girls are receiving letters written by their mother and sent by an undisclosed relative that challenge them to deal with their loss and grow into the young women that their mother would have wanted them to be. Desperate to figure out who is sending the letters, Xander coerces Zen into an undercover spy operation, which leads to more than they ever bargained for. When the girls discover a missing figurine from their mother's collection and decide to track it down, they expose more about their mother's past then they ever wanted to know and it only adds to the internal struggle that both are dealing with. In this touching story of loss and discovery the sisters are faced with many teen issues such as drinking, drugs, and sexual temptations, but Ryan is able to stay true to her teen voice and the situations are tactfully handled in a way that parents of teenagers would agree with. Reviewer: Jeanna Sciarrotta
Editorials
From the Publisher
"Zen’s frank narration—full of longing and hard-won insight—draws readers in and won’t let go."—Kirkus Reviews, starred review"Vivid emotions and unexpected events keep the reader engaged as the characters grow and find a way back to themselves."—Booklist