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Waiting to Surface

by Emily Listfield
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Overview

It takes just one phone call to change your life...

On a steamy August morning, Sarah Larkin drops her six-year-old daughter, Eliza, off at camp and heads to her office, where she works as an editor of a women's magazine. Sitting at her desk testing a $450 face cream, she is just rubbing it into her forearm when the phone rings.

Detective Ronald Brook, speaking softly and deliberately, tells Sarah that her husband has vanished. A keening sound escapes from Sarah's throat as the detective lays out the few facts he knows.

A noted sculptor, Todd Larkin went swimming at midnight off the coast of Florida and hasn't returned. He was staying with a woman. He was drinking. He left behind his keys, wallet, cell phone, and his return airline ticket. They also found two drawings and pieces of a sculpture. But there is no trace of him or his body. The coast guard has been scouring the shoreline, but no one has seen a thing.

Has Todd run off to start a new life or is he dead? Could it have been an accident, suicide, or homicide? Immediately, Sarah's life spins into a world of uncer-tainty, hope, and fear as she grapples with the mystery of his disappearance.

As Sarah tries to discover what happened to the man she thought she knew better than anyone, she is forced to confront the love and resentments, the hopes and disappointments of her marriage. And through it all, she must find a way to help her young daughter deal with the crisis while meeting the demands of the high-powered magazine world.

Based on the author's own experiences, Waiting to Surface is a beautiful and haunting story about coming to terms with loss, learning to live in a world without answers, and discovering the ability to treasure love once again.

Synopsis

It takes just one phone call to change your life...

On a steamy August morning, Sarah Larkin drops her six-year-old daughter, Eliza, off at camp and heads to her office, where she works as an editor of a women's magazine. Sitting at her desk testing a $450 face cream, she is just rubbing it into her forearm when the phone rings.

Detective Ronald Brook, speaking softly and deliberately, tells Sarah that her husband has vanished. A keening sound escapes from Sarah's throat as the detective lays out the few facts he knows.

A noted sculptor, Todd Larkin went swimming at midnight off the coast of Florida and hasn't returned. He was staying with a woman. He was drinking. He left behind his keys, wallet, cell phone, and his return airline ticket. They also found two drawings and pieces of a sculpture. But there is no trace of him or his body. The coast guard has been scouring the shoreline, but no one has seen a thing.

Has Todd run off to start a new life or is he dead? Could it have been an accident, suicide, or homicide? Immediately, Sarah's life spins into a world of uncer-tainty, hope, and fear as she grapples with the mystery of his disappearance.

As Sarah tries to discover what happened to the man she thought she knew better than anyone, she is forced to confront the love and resentments, the hopes and disappointments of her marriage. And through it all, she must find a way to help her young daughter deal with the crisis while meeting the demands of the high-powered magazine world.

Based on the author's own experiences, Waiting to Surface is a beautiful and haunting story about coming to terms with loss, learning to live in a world without answers,and discovering the ability to treasure love once again.

Publishers Weekly

A woman copes with tragedy and the banalities of New York life in Listfield's deeply personal sixth novel. Based on the real-life disappearance of Listfield's husband, the novel revolves around Sarah Larkin, an art lover who actually enjoys her job as an editor at a glossy women's mag. Her alcoholic sculptor husband, Todd, though, is less than happy, and flees the disintegrating marriage, ostensibly to visit an old school friend in Florida. Sarah and their six-year-old daughter, Eliza, await his return, but a phone call from a Florida policeman signals trouble: Todd has been staying with a woman and has been reported as missing. Sarah's life then spreads out into several directions. Most immediate is the investigation into Todd's disappearance (suicide is one theory), with a skeptical cop, a kindly private eye and Todd's ex as its cross-purposed cast. Sarah also navigates infighting among the ambitious and sometimes reptilian magazine staff (who mostly feel like something out of a less ambitious novel) and meets a caring and handsome new love interest. Not all of these subplots work well together, but the through line-Sarah's and Eliza's attempt to find their new normal-does more than its share to carry the book. (Oct.)

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About the Author, Emily Listfield

Emily Listfield is a former magazine editor in chief and author of five novels, including the New York Times Notable It Was Gonna Be Like Paris and Waiting to Surface. Her writing has appeared in The New York Times, Harper's Bazaar, Redbook, Self, Ladies' Home Journal, New York magazine, Parade, and many other publications. She lives in New York City with her daughter. Visit her website at www.emilylistfield.com.

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Editorials

Publishers Weekly

A woman copes with tragedy and the banalities of New York life in Listfield's deeply personal sixth novel. Based on the real-life disappearance of Listfield's husband, the novel revolves around Sarah Larkin, an art lover who actually enjoys her job as an editor at a glossy women's mag. Her alcoholic sculptor husband, Todd, though, is less than happy, and flees the disintegrating marriage, ostensibly to visit an old school friend in Florida. Sarah and their six-year-old daughter, Eliza, await his return, but a phone call from a Florida policeman signals trouble: Todd has been staying with a woman and has been reported as missing. Sarah's life then spreads out into several directions. Most immediate is the investigation into Todd's disappearance (suicide is one theory), with a skeptical cop, a kindly private eye and Todd's ex as its cross-purposed cast. Sarah also navigates infighting among the ambitious and sometimes reptilian magazine staff (who mostly feel like something out of a less ambitious novel) and meets a caring and handsome new love interest. Not all of these subplots work well together, but the through line-Sarah's and Eliza's attempt to find their new normal-does more than its share to carry the book. (Oct.)

Copyright 2007 Reed Business Information

Library Journal

Former Selfmagazine editor and novelist Listfield (Acts of Love) draws from personal experience in this story of a woman whose husband vanishes off Florida's coast. Mother of a small daughter, magazine editor Sarah has a less than happy marriage to Todd, an underappreciated artist whose alcoholism has destroyed the couple's previous contentedness. Todd, formerly a devoted, caring father to six-year-old Eliza, takes off for Florida to help a friend remodel a house. When Sarah receives word that her husband is missing, numerous questions follow. Readers interested in either a step-by-step police procedural or an insider's view of the magazine world may want to keep searching. Listfield tries to offer both here but achieves neither. Sarah's nightmarish plight is intriguing, as is her struggle to come to terms with her loss, but readers may wish for more depth. The narrative seems padded and is often marred by weak character development. An optional purchase for public libraries. [The author's own artist husband vanished in 1999.-Ed.]
β€”Andrea Tarr

Kirkus Reviews

The novelized account of how Listfield (The Last Good Night, 1997, etc.) coped with the unsolved disappearance of her almost ex-husband, sculptor George Dudding. Sarah, the articles editor at a woman's magazine (much like Self, where Listfield worked), is separated from her German-born sculptor husband Todd. After a meteoric rise, the faltering of Todd's career has strained the marriage, and he has been sleeping in his studio, but both he and Sarah remain devoted to six-year-old daughter Eliza. Days before Todd is due back from a trip to Florida where he's supposedly helping a friend, Sarah gets a call that Todd is missing. She learns that he was actually visiting an old girlfriend with whom he'd rekindled a romance. He walked out of the woman's home after an argument, leaving behind his wallet and everything else. Was he murdered by the girlfriend's jealous boyfriend; has he disappeared on purpose as the local Florida policeman thinks; or did he walk into the sea and drown, as Sarah and the private detective she hires come to believe? Without a body, the case remains unsolved. Sarah is left to cope with Eliza's grief and her own sense of loss. At the same time, Sarah navigates the shark-infested waters of magazine publishing and revels in NYC career-girl banter with her friends, and the reader, about diets, clothes and who is after whose job. With a coworker, Sarah begins developing a new magazine idea. Four months after Todd's disappearance, she is also dating a cute magazine designer. Barely a year after his disappearance, Todd's work is embraced posthumously at a major gallery opening attended by Sarah and Eliza. Sarah gets to be both a noble heroine overcoming great loss and a pluckycareer girl making her mark and getting her man. Like the character Sarah, the novel is an uneasy mix that never quite rings true. Agent: Suzanne Gluck/William Morris Agency

Book Details

Published
August 1, 2008
Publisher
Simon & Schuster Adult Publishing Group
Pages
336
Format
Paperback
ISBN
9781416537854

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